sleep deprived
Posted on: Monday, November 9
Posted at: 12:40 AM







hand over th ticket stubs,
emotions are taking a roller coaster ride.
strap on your seat belts,
as th sheer thrill of anticipation derives.
against gravity it escalates,
with such speed it flies you t cloud nine.
linger at th peak,
for but a single moment.
tighten your grip,
plunge back down t th bottom.

i've lost touch with th blogosphere.
a whole week without updating this space didn't feel like anything's amiss.
it's gonna hit 5am in a couple of minutes &i'm hitting th sack.
g'night people!

voices in my head
Posted on: Monday, November 2
Posted at: 10:25 AM
i had always felt that verbal conversations weren't my thing,
&i felt best at ease behind th screen.
i guess i thought wrong.
i've had enough of pressing th 'backspace' key now& then,
it's like i can no longer express myself with th pen.
pardon my short absence,
exams have taken a toll on me.
blame myself for not being consistent,
there's just too much t catch up on albeit last min preparations.
3 papers down, 3 more t go.
cross your fingers& hope that i'll be back t update lengthy posts with content!












The depleting figure in my bank account is not what i enjoy seeing.
):


now or never
Posted on: Tuesday, October 27
Posted at: 10:49 PM
weiming's chalet some time back.
th girls& i only missed out on th cutting of cake,
&only arrived t see weiming's face smeared w/ cake.
little did we know...
this was how th cake looked like!



















tick tock
Posted on: Wednesday, October 21
Posted at: 8:17 AM

t my utmost horror, next week i'll be taking my papers!
i swear it slipped my mind until a couple of days ago.
i mean, really?
seems like it was just yesterday that i collected my o's results.
caught th F1 race w/ babs.
idk how i could have forgotten t bring along my camera.
scrutinize th photos& spot th difference!
going against th law of nature might just be 1 of th worst emotional torture.
ever laid in bed for 12hours tossing& turning,
unable t catch a wink?
being unable t sleep despite not sleeping th previous night?
easily awaken by text& calls,
having constant difficulties falling back t sleep?
(which explain why i leave my phone in silent mode when i'm asleep these days)
it's hell knowing you gotta rise up early when going through all this shit.
did a lil research on insomnia.
remember th old wifes' tale? counting sheeps?
th fact is..
Don't count sheep! Your mind is like your body and exercising it is stimulation.
found many tips but well, most of it was rendered unuseful.
or maybe it's just me?
so my lil research didn't stop there.
looked around for soothing lullabies,
&led me on t sleep hypnosis.
th videos may be simply audio, visual or both.
here's one example, pretty interesting huh!
went on t self hypnosis, illusion.
try searching for some& see which one really does work!



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