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 &then I Died a Little Iniside
Karen's big day at Sentosa Resort & Spa.
Pastel colored theme 21st birthday, a fairytale just like what she wanted.
It's the 2nd birthday celebration together & definitely counting <3
          True story. Had it been my choice to make, I'd be a blast of energy, bustling with endless positivity.
After all, whoever would be mindful being around rays of sunshine?
My endless trail of thoughts are constantly evoked by the littlest things.
Reeling in all directions out of control & temperamental by nature,
I'm quite the contrary.
Eager, enthusiastic, psyched. These emotions soon to be a fuzzy blur, probably bringing life to a faraway land most unknown. These days nothing really appeals, little could interest me. I don't know if it's seemingly having been there done that, Or an oversight on my part - in taking delight. The latter would preferably be more ideal of course. But in the last of my teenage years, there's aplenty of decades in abundance to mull over the mundane world. On a positive note, the thought of new classes, new modules, nil grades is most liberating. Not that I'm at all psyched about school, but it's a timely occurrence to channel all that negativity into something productive. 2 months of holidays gone just like that~ All that merrymaking & bumming around isn't exactly healthy. I've had history. Back to school & I'll still be that girl who skips out of class at every given chance, strolls in class half past ten, put in measly effort, do fairly well enough just to make do. Shrugging my shoulders if you could actually see. It's no doubt crappy grades & attendance takes a toll on creditability. But for all that's worth? It's never too late. Beginning yet another semester on a fresh page. I'm hopeful. Maybe this time I'll even persist & make it right. (: 
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